Number 4!

I hate number four.

It's the worst number, the worst word, the worst symbol.

Every single bad thing of mine is related to it.

Last friday was 4th November, and I had to write a Quemistry exam at university. I was terrified, not because the examen itself but of the day. I was scared that something could happen, and something did. When I arrived the train station around 8:25 am, there was a lot of people on the platform, and a mechanical voice said something like the next train would leave at 8:40 am. But there was no train there. I asked a woman, and she answered that there was a fault on a train, in Atocha. Then I looked at the computer screen, next to the clock, and I realized that the last train they were anouncing was the train that leaves at 8:04 am, so it never came.

I felt nervous. Why was that happening to me the same day I had an exam? Because it was day number 4! Of course. I do not like believing in this kind of things, but this is starting to scare me. Seriously.

Anyway I have to say that it was not so bad in the end. The train left at 8:40 am as they said, and I arrived at 9:30 at university. It run fast, and it never stopped for more than 3 minutes, something weird when it comes at early morning trains.

But 4 still scares me.

Hello again!

I know I have been off for a really long time, and I'm sorry. I planned to be back with this little project by the end of August/beginning of September, but I changed my mind. I thought I did not need this. But now I realized I do. So is life.

I need this blog to talk about me, about my feelings, as I always do, but this time using a tool called English. This is because English is very important to me, and I feel like I cannot forget about it since I am not learning more of this language at school anymore. I am really going to miss it. Although I would like to join the Official Language School and never stop learning, I do not have more time. Due to political and economical reasons, it is not easy to join this school anymore. Well, it has never been easy because everyone wants to learn English, but now I can see it is ever harder. I have also started university and I started learning another language because I also wanted to.

So I will continue posting on this little blog to practice my language skills, to improve my writing and because I like and want it =). It does not matter if nobody follow me, or if nobody even care about what I say.

Thank you.

Leave the message at the song.

Today I don't feel like doing anything:

I just wanna lie in my bed.

Don't feel like picking up my phone,

so leave the message at the song.

Because today I swear I won't do anything...

Nothing at all!

(Just love when I understand the lyrics by myself without checking it on the Internet xD)

Just a funny video that my friend showed me, I like it xD. And some parts of the lyrics match perfect with my mood today x'D.

Countdown.

Time to face it.

I just hope these two last years have been worth it.

Hours.

Ruckus

Sure you don't expect the end of the video, but it's just amazing.

PS: Does anybody know what 'ruckus' mean?

There ain't no other step than one foot right in front of the other.

Somehow, we keep marchin' on.

Day 8(7+1).

(Hate that number...)

Claps and thunder.

Do you believe in coincidences?

I mean, like if something really needed to happen.

It's hard to explain, but it feels very scaring when you wish something to happen and it does.

I live in a flat, and under our house there is a bar, so there is always a lot of noise on the street. I can't remember the silence we used to have some years ago anymore. The very clever city hall of my town (it's that clever because of any other reasons) has built a new gym in front of the building too, and though is quite separated, there are a lot of cars coming every afternoon. But that doesn't annoy so much, since you can sleep at nights without any noise from the gym, what really makes you stay awake at nights it's this stupid bar. Imagine the situation: a normal paviment and a parking next to it, and the paviment full of chairs and tables in which people drink, eat and sing/talk/scream like wild animals (and animals sound better).

Well, last friday it supposed to be a birthday or something like that, because there were a lot of old people sitting on long tables. It was around 2pm or 3pm, and they started singing and claping. WTH. That's Spanish society, that's what I thought, but then I noticed that I had to study and so I couldn't with all that freaking noise, believe me. I looked at them through my window and they looked like that old people who is always complaining about young people who talk a bit louder when they are taking a nap and so they always scold them. Or even that kind of old people who look bad at you if you are sitting on the train and you haven't let them your site, maybe because there were free sites enough, but they still think you should have helped them, even if they are not that old. You know what I mean, right?

At that moment I started feeling so bad and nervous: I needed to study, and I even thought that I could go to the library but I just wanted to stay at home all day. Then, it turned out cloudy, so sudden. And it started raining and thundering. I thanked to the weather and to the nature, they were helping me somehow. But people continued on the street because they had some big awning? over their heads. However, thunders and rain, were getting stronger and they finally went away.

And yes, I was able to study for the whole afternoon with an incredible good smell of wet ground coming through my window. And an amazing silence only broken sometimes for the sound of the cars on the road.

Day 83.

Oh hey.

Hey! I know it has been a while. Kind of. But I just didn't feel like posting anything. And I don't know why.

Now I am just focused on studying (Biology and Chemistry over all) for my university entrance tests. I know I'm really annoying with this... but believe me that is not easy for me since I'm thinking about it all the time and I can't help it!

Only 13 days left and all this hell will be ended =).

Btw: I'm done with school and high school for the rest of my life. That's the only good feeling xD.

Day 80

OMG

OMG OMG OMG!

I'm done with all my exams! =D

Yaaaay!

And! SPANISH REVOLUTION! So proud of it. Now there's a Spain. That's how I feel. Argh, I wish I could have gone there!

Day 73

Today I...

-woke up at 7:45 am

-reviewed the whole Philosophy of the year (ten philosophers)

-walked nervously around the house

-wrote my Philosophy final exam from 10:30am till 12:30pm. It's been the longest exam I ever made! x_x

-got 9.15 on my Spanish exam I did last friday =)

-got new headphones for my computer when I came back home

-studied

-watched TV

-studied (kinda x'D)

and now it's relax time! =)

Wish me luck tomorrow! <3

Day 72

Tomorrow we'll be free

Day 70

Hey everyone. Today has been a weird day for many reasons... should I start with the less important ones? I won't xD.

Maybe most of you (at least the Spanish ones) know about this terrible earthquake in Murcia, Spain. There were two earthquakes actually: a 4.4 magnitude one, and then a 5.2 magnitude one. It has caused a lot of damages on buildings, there are around 10,000 people who can't come back to their houses and there are 10 death people. It is really scaring, since earthquakes are not so popular here in Spain. Anyway, the south side of the country is placed on an active area, though quakes are not very important. This time has been different. I'm also worried about all the people around that place and I really hope they can be back at home soon. However (and again) I don't think that pray for Murcia is appropiate, since God won't help on this but Earth, and they are waiting for more quakes. What they really have to do is that knowing that they are placed on an active quake area, build and make all structures based on that! Using the correct materials and stuff. And it seems that it's something wrong with 11: 11 September, 11 March, 11 March (Japan), and now 11 May 2011. Anyway, I hope everything ends up soon and well.

Changing topics, today I have had to write my last Chemistry exam of the course. It's the final term exam, so it only included the last three lessons of the subject =). I was really scared at first, because some exercises seemed to be very difficult and there was one I didn't remember how to do since I didn't review that part (I thought that our teacher wasn't going to ask us that x'D) but I did the full exercise and well I think.

Also, I got my mark of the Spanish History exam I did on Monday... I got 9.25! =D I'm so happy, because it's extremely difficult to get 9 with this teacher, believe me. I always got 8. something xD. This will be my last History exam in my life I think, because I will try to do a science degree. And our teacher said that was a pleasure to teach us =).

And I think that's all. I hope I can tell you more interesting stuff in the future, but I think I will be quite absent the following days since I still have to write two term exams and two final exams ;_;. Thank you! And good luck everyone around Murcia <3.

PS: I already added your new blog link to my blog, Lit Shone. I had been trying for days but blogger never let me do it D: I'm sorry!

Day 67

I did, I do.

Have you ever felt like you missed someone?

It may be someone you have lost, someone you have forgotten.

Or maybe somebody you have not met yet... or somebody that you will never meet.

But you feel lonely, that you need that person. Who cares if that person is a relative, or a friend or even a lover. You need it by your side.

Day 66

At random

Hello everyone once again =).

First of all, thank you for all congratulations you gave me on my last entry. I'm sorry I didn't reply any comment, but this week I've been quite off. I don't know, I just didn't feel like posting anything on the blog and I have not checked FB or anything either. I see there's a new follower in my blog, so welcome MissKatv =).

The other day I could upload a small video collaboration with my studio partner Chani. We supposed to make a birthday video for another studio partner back on December. We started a bit late though, and it has taken so long to be finished, and it's mostly my fault =S. Anyway, here is the video if you want to watch it:

Bigger than love ♥

I feel like spring is taking longer than other years. Don't you think so? I just love it, this half warm half fresh temperature *_*. Anyway xD. Last thursday I think, I was coming back home from school and I saw a mall salamander running on the wall. Believe me it wasn't really a salamander... it seemed a small crocodile! The same scales, the same eyes, but on a tiny size. I was pretty amazed, I had never seen some like that.

I don't really have really good news, because I've been studying all week and all weekend. Last week I had four exams (since we haven't had class on monday, I couldn't have an exam that day, that's the reason xD) and so I'm done with Biology, Environmental Science and English =D. This week I will have five exams, which three are like so important to pass with a good grade. Wish me luck! =D

Btw, have you seen Lady Gaga's latest video? She's so crazy, I swear. But I kinda like the song and the video, and I like the modern look of the apostles somehow xD. I won't talk about religion, because I'm still insecure about that, but I'm like almost done.

Lady Gaga - Judas

What a random entry, right? =)

Good luck everyone!

PS: I forgot to mention that today I went to visit my new nephew at the hospital, since he was born early this morning. He's called Iker (not sure if it's written like Íker), and he is super cute and small =). It's the first son that my cousin has, and she's so happy. Congratulations to her!

Day 64.

Good news, good day =)

Today has been such an exciting day! =D

I don't know, but I feel so happy today, even if the worst is yet to come, but some good things have happened to me and I can't ignore them. This morning our Chemistry teacher gave us our marks from the last exam I did last week... it's my highest mark in Chemistry in about two years! I'm so proud and happy and amazed, seriously. It wasn't a very hard exam anyway, but I made some which were more easy and I got less grades and it has some difficult parts (like some quemical reactions and stuff) though. I have also written my Biology exam so... I'm done with this subject! If I don't fail the exam of course =).

And that's all about school, because today I have seen my little cousin Víctor again and he's super cute. He just smiled at me when I say "hello" to him =D. He recognizes me! My cousin (his sister) put some childish sunglasses on his eyes and he was quite funny that I even took some pictures of his face :3.

Today I also received such an unexpected call. I was just like O.o, but anyway I can't tell anything about it until I don't know something more =), but that could be something for my future!

I hope you are having good days too, and thank you all who comment and spend your time reading these stupid entries =)

This is just a random picture I took yesterday after studying Environmental Science... those are my notes from that subject =). Water pollution hoho.

Quick!

Hey everyone =).

I have not posted anything for a week today... and it seems it was just yesterday. Time passes by too fast to me x'D.

After spring break, I came back to school, obviously, and I had one exam per day. I didn't feel like doing nothing, and I think I just used my computer to check FB and Twitter sometimes, even if I didn't write or anything on them. Our teachers gave us more information about our trip to London next on June, I'm so excited about that! We will spend five days there, and will we visit a lot of thing such as the British Museum, Stonehenge, Big Ben, Trafalgar Square and Harrods of course =). We must be careful with our identification card during the trip, and they recommended us to make a passport so... I'm gonna make mine! It feels so weird that I will get mine in a couple of weeks =D.

By the way, how was your weekend? This last weekend has been a long weekend though. I've studying, I went out with my friends since I had one more day to do things and I went shopping on Saturday and so I bought a lot of clothes for summer (but my mother got angry with me because I bought a really cool hoodie in a male shop, who cares). My sister and I gave my mother her presents because of the Mother's Day yesterday, I'm so happy she liked everything, because I chose most of them: a white nice bag for summer, a sunglasses new case, lipstick and pencil eye liner and an amazing bracelet from my father. That day I also went out and I visited my cousins and today, since it's Madrid Community's day I haven't had class, so I've been studying and relaxing! This week will be very hard!

Good luck everyone! Hope I can see you soon =).

PS: I will try to post something more serious on my spanish blog someday.

Day 58

Countdown begins!

I know I haven't been posting nothing during these last days, I just didn't feel in the mood.

I'm sorry for that!

Anyway, today has been the last day of holidays from my spring break. Tomorrow I start with my last exams of this course! Wish me luck =D.

So... let's do a small countdown: 11 exams left! (And some more I don't know the date yet =S).

By the way! I got an anonymous comment on my last entry. I don't know who wrote that but I liked the song =D. So please tell me who you are xD.

Good luck to you all and hope you have an amazing week =D.

Day 51

Not that fair

Wearing my warm italian hoodie because it feels cold.

It's raining hard outside.

Yes, I love the wonderful warm feeling when you are at home and drinking some camomile tea... but that turns out quite different when you think about all that million people who can't feel comfortable everytime they would like to.

I hate this human world: it's so freaking unfair.

Day 47

And so it's life

Choose, change, live. And never regret anything! =)

That's how I feel right now.

Day 46

Enjoying the holidays! =)

Hoho, it's been kind of a long time :3.

I just wanted to enjoy the first days of my spring break. I desperately needed it!

I went out from school earlier on Thursday, and some classmates and I went to a classmate's house to play Wii =D. Then my friend Karma phoned me and so I went out with her for a little. That afternoon, nobody could go out, so Karma and I went out again and we ate some McFlurrys at McDonald's. Yes, I didn't do anything that day xD.

The following day, which was Friday, I started doing some summaries for studying at the morning, I read a bit of the book I have to read for school and I went out that afternoon as well. We went to a big shopping centre, which has a Fnac where a friend bought a new camera and so I bought some silly stuff on a shop. It has a lot of cute stuff! And Hello Kitty things D8. When I came back to my town, I phoned my mother so I ended up in my grandparents house because it was my grandfather's birthday. We ate some sweets and cake and then my aunts, my mother, my cousins and I came back home very late. I could see my little cousin Víctor, who is 5 months old! I love him so much! He drooled a lot though, so my t-shirt became wet so soon x'D.

Yesterday I continued doing some summaries and reading, I went shopping with my parents and then I met my friends again. We watched the match together while eating pizza! It was quite fun and we also played Wii a bit.

Yes, I'm so happy and I'm really enjoying my holidays. I hope my exam weeks pass by fast!

Hope you are also having such a nice time =).

Day 43