Hallo, ich heiβe Sara.

Und ich bin ein Schleim.

Eighteen =)

Leave the message at the song.

Today I don't feel like doing anything:

I just wanna lie in my bed.

Don't feel like picking up my phone,

so leave the message at the song.

Because today I swear I won't do anything...

Nothing at all!

(Just love when I understand the lyrics by myself without checking it on the Internet xD)

Just a funny video that my friend showed me, I like it xD. And some parts of the lyrics match perfect with my mood today x'D.

Countdown.

Time to face it.

I just hope these two last years have been worth it.

Hours.

There ain't no other step than one foot right in front of the other.

Somehow, we keep marchin' on.

Day 8(7+1).

(Hate that number...)

Claps and thunder.

Do you believe in coincidences?

I mean, like if something really needed to happen.

It's hard to explain, but it feels very scaring when you wish something to happen and it does.

I live in a flat, and under our house there is a bar, so there is always a lot of noise on the street. I can't remember the silence we used to have some years ago anymore. The very clever city hall of my town (it's that clever because of any other reasons) has built a new gym in front of the building too, and though is quite separated, there are a lot of cars coming every afternoon. But that doesn't annoy so much, since you can sleep at nights without any noise from the gym, what really makes you stay awake at nights it's this stupid bar. Imagine the situation: a normal paviment and a parking next to it, and the paviment full of chairs and tables in which people drink, eat and sing/talk/scream like wild animals (and animals sound better).

Well, last friday it supposed to be a birthday or something like that, because there were a lot of old people sitting on long tables. It was around 2pm or 3pm, and they started singing and claping. WTH. That's Spanish society, that's what I thought, but then I noticed that I had to study and so I couldn't with all that freaking noise, believe me. I looked at them through my window and they looked like that old people who is always complaining about young people who talk a bit louder when they are taking a nap and so they always scold them. Or even that kind of old people who look bad at you if you are sitting on the train and you haven't let them your site, maybe because there were free sites enough, but they still think you should have helped them, even if they are not that old. You know what I mean, right?

At that moment I started feeling so bad and nervous: I needed to study, and I even thought that I could go to the library but I just wanted to stay at home all day. Then, it turned out cloudy, so sudden. And it started raining and thundering. I thanked to the weather and to the nature, they were helping me somehow. But people continued on the street because they had some big awning? over their heads. However, thunders and rain, were getting stronger and they finally went away.

And yes, I was able to study for the whole afternoon with an incredible good smell of wet ground coming through my window. And an amazing silence only broken sometimes for the sound of the cars on the road.

Day 83.

OMG

OMG OMG OMG!

I'm done with all my exams! =D

Yaaaay!

And! SPANISH REVOLUTION! So proud of it. Now there's a Spain. That's how I feel. Argh, I wish I could have gone there!

Day 73

I did, I do.

Have you ever felt like you missed someone?

It may be someone you have lost, someone you have forgotten.

Or maybe somebody you have not met yet... or somebody that you will never meet.

But you feel lonely, that you need that person. Who cares if that person is a relative, or a friend or even a lover. You need it by your side.

Day 66

Good news, good day =)

Today has been such an exciting day! =D

I don't know, but I feel so happy today, even if the worst is yet to come, but some good things have happened to me and I can't ignore them. This morning our Chemistry teacher gave us our marks from the last exam I did last week... it's my highest mark in Chemistry in about two years! I'm so proud and happy and amazed, seriously. It wasn't a very hard exam anyway, but I made some which were more easy and I got less grades and it has some difficult parts (like some quemical reactions and stuff) though. I have also written my Biology exam so... I'm done with this subject! If I don't fail the exam of course =).

And that's all about school, because today I have seen my little cousin Víctor again and he's super cute. He just smiled at me when I say "hello" to him =D. He recognizes me! My cousin (his sister) put some childish sunglasses on his eyes and he was quite funny that I even took some pictures of his face :3.

Today I also received such an unexpected call. I was just like O.o, but anyway I can't tell anything about it until I don't know something more =), but that could be something for my future!

I hope you are having good days too, and thank you all who comment and spend your time reading these stupid entries =)

This is just a random picture I took yesterday after studying Environmental Science... those are my notes from that subject =). Water pollution hoho.

Not that fair

Wearing my warm italian hoodie because it feels cold.

It's raining hard outside.

Yes, I love the wonderful warm feeling when you are at home and drinking some camomile tea... but that turns out quite different when you think about all that million people who can't feel comfortable everytime they would like to.

I hate this human world: it's so freaking unfair.

Day 47

And so it's life

Choose, change, live. And never regret anything! =)

That's how I feel right now.

Day 46

No limit

I'd like to show you the last video I made. It has a lot of mistakes, but this is really important because of the meaning of the video. I miss editing so bad.

It has a powerful meaning: don't be afraid to dream, because nothing is far away =).

Day 37

Everyday

Yush, I've decided to live the moment and don't be worried about the past or the future, kinda x'D.

What I mean is that I will make a great effort to pass my last exams of this school year, and then my university access tests, but I will also enjoy the situation and everyday until I'm finally free. I'm sorry I can sound really annoying with this topic, but I'm sure you understand that is the only thing that worry me right now. I wish I had time to be worried about silly things like what book or manga I'd be reading first, buying new clothes or having a nice time sitting in a park, for example. I will try to make this, but I know that if I don't get into university, there are more ways to have a good future.

I just hope I reach what I really want, and everything ends soon. I really want to be done with school and say that I did. It must be a wonderful feeling. I'm just about to get it.

Day 36

Do not know.

Tired of this breathless feeling.

Tired of the same story being repeated all the time.

I do not how I should feel. I cannot even imagine how I would have felt in a different situation.

I do not...

Day 31.

Day 24

What would you do if you felt like running across a countryside and shouting but you couldn't?

What would you do if the same thoughts came to your mind all the time?

I wish I had time, not only free time but time.

This course, at least these last months, are killing me. The worst feeling is that I have to do that final Math exam, even if I will not take Maths in my university exams. The most exciting thing is that by the 18th May I will be completely done with school, and less than a month later, with all this hell that started two years ago.

That's the only thought that keep me hopeful.

Day 23

Feeling that you are a small part of a big thing can be frightening sometimes. But when you know that they are more little parts working together, you get this amazing feeling that you are not alone and that if everyone does something, it turns into a very big and warm emotion. It is too difficult to describe.

PS: I don't really like David Bisbal, ok? x'D I had to choose my song so I wanted to use some other pop songs from Spain, but all of them were copyrighted thanks to Youtube, and so the person, Ina, who was hosting this, told me to use that song which was also very known in Europe. And if you can see, the part before mine is from The Netherlands, and it's a version there of the same song I used.